20.07.2011
01.00 AM
Even as I note down the date and the time I realize that time is passing by…
And I just keep waiting for a clear blue sky.
Even re-reading a note written to me months ago leaves me stirred, reminding me people care and they hurt for me.
We all have various ways of showing affection,
- By writing letters or by breaking connections.
Yes. I see it all, I understand it well.
There are stories running in my head I wish I could tell…
I see myself constantly fighting and debating with myself…
To take out time from all that to dialogue with others is yet far…
There were days when thoughts flowed from my mind into words which were connected to each other and they made heart filling sense…
More so, those thoughts were happy… they were inspired and they believed in the promise of a tomorrow just as I desired…
But it doesn’t seem so now…
My thoughts have changed and so has my tomorrow…
Why I call for clear blue skies is to see those uncertain bubbly dreams again… I like to look at the night sky outside the window of the car cause I can see so many stars twinkling! They flash alternately making the sky shimmer and sparkle! Its beautiful! Maybe somewhere up there I could see a shooting star and make a noble wish although there is much to ask for…
But lets leave the plenty to fate of our deed, as it has been since ever… I bear the fruits now (with humility and perseverance) so I shall forever…
But I wish to dream more often… or just even a quiet mind that simply focuses on my breathing. How many people would appreciate having time to spend just experience themselves breathe…. Many won’t even get the sense of it all…
But when I do, I feel a sense of connectivity between two breaths.. there is a deep melody and it gets deeper as your breaths grow longer and slower… its relaxing…
I saw Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara yesterday.
- soulful.
There were moments when Farhan Akhtar was narrating certain verses. In those moments all audience in the theatre were quiet and one could feel at that moment all to be one, everyone was silently thinking of some dream they think of over and over again that takes them to a happy place in troubled times… That music was soothing, that view was calming and those words were scintillating!
