Here’s a secret I am not telling you about...
There is this joy in my life... it has recently entered after years of desiring... so you can imagine the joy?
But no... here I am with my heart clutched in shambles constrained from feeling that joy...
Shambles of morality, guilt, image...
I am literally not free.. I feel tied to these roots (of morality, guilt) that are pulling down my mind from flying..
This is THE dream which has “appeared” to come true... and poses this warning of turning into my worst nightmare...
I knew that this dream coming to life would be life as I could imagine it to be, but I know.. I am walking on the road to my destruction...
Imagine the guilt I feel for feeling this joy...
