My Fifty

M in love with him...  I might just be ruined..  But yes I am too in love with the book..  The story..  M in love with the author! What a heart she has to blend love n lust together... She's gifted indeed..  There's a reason this book got the fame it did..  Surely well deserved...  There are many books tht have erotism...  This one is class apart..
I have felt horror and fright..  And face turning pale..  And heart racing and eyes racing through words to know what next...  Its amazing how everytime sex was so special..  Everytime I love you felt more meaningful and deep

I am...  I got words! I got the gift of writing back..  I was blocked for soo many days...  Words flow now..  Unreserved...  M not having trouble giving shape to my thoughts and feelings..  Even hellos are sed like they're a piece of literary marvel... Its a satisfying and accomplishing feeling... 

The Dancing Body - The Dancing Soul

Naukuchiatal  (offsite)
April 12th 2015
Arnd 9 pm

While parikshit was dancing spectacularly..  Acing and mastering his well crafted  sharp and confident steps..  There was dheeraj..  Well, nobody knows what dheeraj was doing but he sure as hell was meaning it with all his heart..  Feeling it acutely independently intensely and wildly with his dear dear heart...  His appearance and movement was no less than the projection of what his heart was feeling and making him feel and the feelings in his heart..  I deny calling this anything other dancing..  The most and the only way the soul rises and takes shape in you... Dancing..  The movement that comes straight from the heart..  Unreserved..  Unhindered..  THAT is dancing with your heart..  Not your feet..  If someone were to ask who was dancing better..  I think we all know what the answer is..

"And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music"
                                       - Nietzsche 

Eyes

I love your eyes... I cant wait for you to look at me with those eyes... And i cant wait to see the look in those eyes when you look at me..