Friday, January 15, 2010

I am sure you know what failure is
What it means to see your life fall apart like this.
Watching your dreams shatter into a million pieces
Knowing you had your whole life in front of you hoping to go heights and distances.

But has it been so bad you couldn’t sleep at night.
Realizing how many disappointments you’ll have to fight.
An air of uncertainty surrounding you constantly
And you suddenly wake up with this urge to vent out desperately

Has it been so hard so you could not sleep at night?
Knowing things just might never be alright

Hearing constantly how much people expect of you
That someday you’ll make their dreams come true
Realizing how much you too expect of yourself
And yet knowing you’ll fail specially when it wasn’t too much itself…

Has it ever happened you couldn’t sleep night after night…
Cos you knew, things will never again be alright...

Are you tired of lying at each and every step of your life
Every move you make is on the edge of the knife.
Tired of hiding each failure, every mistake…
Cos the truth they deserve will only shatter and break.

Has it been bad enough you didn’t dare sleep at night…
Cos the only thing that reigns your mind is that nothing is going to set things right.

So many damages now made beyond repair.
nothing can change it no matter how much you care.
Living with this weight day in and day out
But its hard to accept it’s a fact beyond any doubt.

Has it been so bad you couldn’t sleep at night
Cos u prayed all night that when the sun shines everything would be fine.

If only it was a failure you could face up to
And then you could move on in life to make it through
But this is only messed up enough to stay perpetual
And you have got to live on with this truth, no matter how cruel.

A constant battle fought in your mind
What will hurt them when they find….
That the dreams they saw for you can’t come true any more….
Or the person responsible for those unfulfilled dreams lives no more…

I am sure you know what failure is
What it means to see your life fall apart like this.
But has it been so bad you haven’t been able to sleep at night.
Knowing that nothing you ever do well will make this right….

2 comments:

  1. Or the person responsible for those unfulfilled dreams lives no more…...details....
    by the way... my sighty is blurr right now..

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